The Heart Speaks

In my head, in my head

Lay an answer to what you had asked

In my head: my defense

I was wrong, I was wrong

To deceive you for so long

I was wrong to lead you on

I don't want to think a word

'Cause that's when the trouble starts

Oh darling, I wish I could listen to my heart

In my heart, in my heart

I was tearing myself apart

In my heart I was lost

Was I right? Was I right

to tell you what was on my mind

Was I right or was I blind?

I don't want to think a word

'Cause that's when the hurting starts

Oh darling, the hurt seems worse in my heart

It was plain, it was plain

As clear hurt in your face

It was plane, I lost my way

I don't know, I don't know

I've never been here before

I don't know where to go

Forward is a desolate track

Both sides are off my map

The starts that guided me collapsed

Oh! how I wish I could go back

Oh! I wish I could go back

I don't want to move an inch

'Cause that's how I got this far

Oh darling, believe me, I wish I had followed my heart

This isn't 100% of me talking. I mean, I wrote it, it's something that I feel (perhaps, at this point, felt) But it's only half of me. I gave my emotions free reign to say what they wanted (my mind just helped with the spelling) and this is what they came up with. I'm not sure if I like it or not.